10/02/2006

Here I go again, promised myself

Lover After Me's been on repeat for agggeeeees. No reason actually haha I just seem to be hooked on it? xD Not as if the lyrics say alot as well. Ahwell xD

St Pauls' open house today, major eye opener. Again, stuck with decisions. I dislike them, decided I can't say hate. You've GOT TO admit that having the choice between the safe and secure (much needed) and the new and untrodden is quite exciting. Haha don't think I'll be saying that when or, IF the time comes for the decision but there you go.

Alevel options, what the hell.

Match Wednesday, friendly.
Rehearsals tomorrow! Funnness xD

Uh, what else. Oh. I don't know how to describe it, but I keep getting thsi feeling that I want to DO/SAY something, but there just.. isn't anything to say or do. When there's really nothing left to say, there's something tugging at your heart strings, urging you to say something. Hah, it's hard to explain but it's never happened before. As if there's always something you need to do to.. match up, or just to.. make something complete, although there really isn't.

Haha, hate it when I can't seem to put what I'm thinking/feeling/experiencing into words. & it's happenning more and more often, it's getting on my nerves now. But how exactly are you supposed to explain something so.. djklhfaskjh to someone who hasn't experienced it before? It's like trying to explain all the different cultures of the human race to the man on the moon.

:D
9:50 PM